So this is what it feels like when you walk in too deep
When the gates close and you can’t get out
You are now in the prison of eternal sleep
Eyes shot open to the nightmares the world is about
I don’t want to be alone
But no one knows how it hurts
Feeling nothing at all
Again and again
In seconds I want to cry
But can only glare with my dry eyes
To how things was before
Is nothing but a bag full of lies.
I see people around me, talking
In their phones minding their own businesses
I am drowned by the crowd
A crowd of blissfully ignorant senses.
(Help me, please.)
But when I speak, you shut your ears, right?
You don’t want a psychopath but why are you doing this to me?
You think it’s funny? I’m not a zoo animal
You don’t want the monster you’re breeding inside me
I’m not threatening anyone. But please
Don’t take my warnings for granted, please
I don’t want to destroy your walls, but
I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE!